Tuesday, November 22, 2011

THANKFUL.


It's that time of year, we look back reflect on our experiences throughout the last 12 months. Where has this year taken you? And what are you thankful for this year. The one word that sums up what I am thankful for this year is, "TIME".

My husband and I had lots of time together this year. Alone. Three lovely trips that I will always cherish. One thing that made it so marvelous is that I could be Brians wife and friend, and that was it. So often I get into "mommy mode" and forget to make each other a priority. These trips reminded us both of the love we share and how much we enjoy being around each other.

I am so grateful that I have two strong legs, and a set of lungs to carry me miles and miles. I spent a lot of time training. The results of the time spent were life changing. Sawtooth Relay, Ragnar, triathlons, and more. Taking the time for myself makes me a better wife, a more patient mother, and all around more pleasant.

Taking my daughter to kindergarten was heartbreaking, for me. For her it was the best day of her life! I followed her into the classroom, and she looked at me and "shoo-ed" me away. I was so not ready for our time at home everyday to be over. She is growing up so fast that I think I am going to blink and she will be in Highschool.

Nothing makes you appreciate time more than the idea that it might run out. My dad had a heart attack this spring. At one point the Dr's were using words like, "die", "emergency", and worse. Sitting next to my Dad in the hospital as he gave me the death bed talk was frightening. After a double bypass, he is spending his time trying to be as healthy as possible. After 2 months post operation he had walked 300 miles. I am so proud of him.

Life is fragile, and time is short. The way I spend my time is more and more important to me. Time at home being with the people I love is always my first priority. Outside of the home I need to surround myself with things and people that will bring me up, not tear me down. I am so thankful for all the things that have come my way this year and have allowed me to make memories. This life is a gift, and I hope to always remember time and what it means to me.

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